Hey hey hey! Yes I'm back with a new layout, mates!

And now I'm posting with some self promos.
FYI, I have an account in deviantart, and here are some recent submission there. I wanna know what do you think about them!

So please, please comment :)

CAPTIONS:

1. Hibiscus (kembang sepatu, Red.) captured in kuningan, cirebon.
2. It's my mango tree, people. in blurry version, yes. it's called "bokeh". wanna know more, or how to make one? check here
3. Again and again, dendy. he was playing with a spray. it's candid one ;)
4. Shape it, HEART. that's the title I gave at my deviantart gallery. yes, I used a flashlight to make it! and it's absolutely fun, making it. you should try, too.

See more at life-enjoyers.deviantart.com!

Blogging used to be so fun to me.


In early days, I used to blog so often, and my days felt uncomplete when I haven't updated my blog.
Yes, at weekends, I used to rush to my pc, access blogger.com and pffff.



typing anything in my mind.
sharing every random thoughts I had to you readers.
blabbering about every single annoying things I've experienced.
complimenting every fun and exciting days I've got.




And now here I am, looking back to myself, asking to my own heart:




"what changes me?"


yes I wonder, what changes my life? it used to be so colorful, dynamical, so fun to share, so great to enjoy.


but hey, people. it's all because of me. myself.


yeah. nobody can change your life. it must be you, who change it, under your consciousness.

I realized that it's me who have no intention to enjoy it, no attempt to make it colorful like before. I'm too focused on myself, my stupidity, my badness, and every mistake I made,

without looking outside--to people who had worse life than mine.
I forgot that there are people who have nothing to eat, have no house to live on, have no family to love, have no friends to hang out with, and have no computer to blog.




well, the point is that I forgot how to be thankful.



and now, after knowing what I forgot, I wanna learn back from the beginning, start a new fresh page of my life :)

Yes, I'm a girl, everybody. ONLY an ordinary one.


You must be wondering why do I state that. lemme explain.


Well, selain gaul sama cewe-cewe, gue juga ngerasa nyaman main sama cowo. bukannya kegatelan ato gimana, kalian juga harus ngakuin, kadang main sama temen beda gender itu juga seru. Yep, they have their own point of view, which sometimes- help me understand how guys act.


Sayangnya, main sama temen yang beda gender (in my case: guys), ada juga ga enaknya. kadang gue ngerasa, karena udah deket, dia jadi lupa kalo gue itu cewe.

Maybe because he thinks that I'm stronger than other girls, or whatever reasons.




Tapi helloooooo.


biar gimana pun, gue kan cewe biasa.


gue nggak selalu kuat. mungkin dari luar gue keliatan kuat, ceria, cengar-cengir, semangat, tapi bisa aja gue lagi bad mood, lagi perlu support ato apa gitu.


(for your information, main sama cowo bikin gue jadi lebih ahli nyembunyiin perasaan gue.)




arrrrrrrrrrrrrgh. tau lah. gue pusing.

(sorry, gue jadi curcol begini -,-)

MAN, I'm now posting with horrible eyebags in my eyes. hahaha maksa banget ngepost blog, padahal mata udah berat.